Great Escape

I think its been 2-3 months since our honeymoon; but I've already aching to be somewhere away from urban city.

Maybe its the work that keep piling up; or maybe the slow pace of time and nothing interesting ever happen or about to happen, no events, no invitations, no parties to attend, no friends to gossips and loiter together..

Or, maybe it just me.

Lately, I'm no mood for whatever reason concerning work, chores, and activities that need physical strains. Not that I'm carrying little feet and hands; mind you, but I have this urge to just lay still on bed or couch all day long. But to do that means I have the risk to grow myself bigger sideways..hehe..

The election day is coming up. Not that I'm going to vote (please dont let my boss know that; otherwise he's going to pester me to work on that very day) since I dont know how and who to vote for. Can I simply reactify the government party and become voters or do I have to 'make changes' and vote for idealistic opponent? Both ways have thier pros a cons I supposed. If I do vote for the govt. party, and maybe dislike the idealism that they carry, is that going to make a different? Or should I just 'make changes' and vote the much anticipating, and also realistic opponents that surely going to lose? So, what different have I make resulting from vote?

Eish, I think I'm going to start voting for the next election.

There are some regret for not registering to become voters earlier, But maybe in later years. There are saying that 'Ones that dont vote, cant complaint' .

Pity me.

For those who've registered; be proud because you're one step closer in choosing your own leader. Let it be because thier leadership, charisma and unity-minded and also confident enough to bring changes to the community.

Choose, the power is in your X.

The sink of Sharlinie's news.

While every media busy with campaigns for the elections, we are all being diverted to the war of words, and maybe even forgot about the reality; the missing Sharlinie that no where to be found for more than 2 months.I just hope that the media can pro-long the news to expand the search for Sharlinie.

I wonder how the parents and family members coping with the situation now? How they struggle with thier already-broken heart whenever bodies were found? How they start and end thier days with the question 'why'? And most importantly there is no clue, no witness, nothing that can even produce a glimpse of news of the cute little girl.

Please, could somebody tell the family to produce a better picture of her? Her head tilt like that wont do any help because we cant indentify the girl better.

We hope we find her before its too late. And if she's already with God, I really hope the culprit behind this will get caught.

And I hope for them to be burn extra crispy in hell.

My life as a Librarian..

The from behind library taken from Multimedia Area

This two ladies surfing friendster. They are now under tight supervision by us

The place a loathe and love..

I heart my work.







really.








I know I'm not the person who'll always fill with new opporturnities. But, Alhamdulillah each times it comes, Allah granted my wish for it to be a whole lot better.

Maybe, I dont have fancy office or even cubicles as my own space, but I have the luxury of time and flexibility to go about when I like.


Maybe, I dont have big library to proud of; but I have matured students that treat my knowledge as a recognition.

Maybe, I dont have many friends here, but the one I have had are the ones that can be trusted and compromised.

Life is much more simple than you have ever imagine.

Zodiac Sign..

While I'm stalking through NH blog, I've found myself reading all the zodiac signs from one of the entries he made.

Here's mine. (I dont want you to take all the spot light, NH. hehe..)

ARIES WOMAN

1. She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame.
I dont think the world is watching me. (unless I've forgotten to put on my top.)
2. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to
know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt.
Well, this is known fact to all people. Right?(please dont tell me I'm the only person feel this
way..)
3. She think her path has to be a beautiful one.
Aren't we all?
4. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in
the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
Not true. I'm well prepared for both occasional good and bad things. But certainly I'm not a
risk-taker, either.
5. If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself.
Its been quite a while my life without any guy. But as far as I remembered, I kept myself
busy with loving friends around me.
6. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal.
True.
7. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall
more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.
Ha?
8. Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with.
Yup. guys can be super poser-only-want-one-thing-in-his-narrow-mind sometimes.
9. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her
childhood.
Funny. I do have envied-memories. I can even remember what am I wearing at that time.
10.When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the
same time showing other people that she has that capability.
Not so true. I dont even handle issues well, I bottled up my stress and venge up through
retail therapy.
11.She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac.
Which zodiac in particular? I'm not so sure because all of them that I've met that have
excellent problem solving skills have varies zodiac. I dont think this statement is true.
12.Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.
Its all depends o the factor and things that driven me.
13.Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman.
I dont know. You tell me.
14.You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also
see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
I have to agree on this. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I can see the horns of a devil.
15.She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social
person.
Let just say I'm one complicated kind, shall we?
16.She will have her own way to win you over.
You will have to refer to my husband on this one.
17.She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she
loves ambition and a good life.
I'll befriended with practically everybody, but f that person drag me into trouble so many
times, I'll ran away definitely.
18.She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional
love.
Aish.. I think this one can be true. I'm overfilled with love everyday and I sort of expect the
same from everyone around me. Hehe
19.She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family,
she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always
exception.)
I think this is bull dunk. I came from a poor and humble family and still act like one. I think
this zodiac creator have a thing with arian.Hmm?
20.She always look cool even when she is not.
Cool am I? No.Definitely.
21.She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and
mixed character type.
Yup. True that!
22.If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
Only for certain ocassions. But I wont be moody for long.
23.She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now.
Yeah right.
24.Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
If this telling me that I like to sneak behind people's back, I'm not.
25.If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her.
He's been doing a very good job.
26.She is stubborn, but she will listen.
I am stubborn and I'm sure I can listen.
26.She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue
without you knowing it.
Huh.. am I?

Clearly I have so much times. Haha.

Zodiac reading have been here for so many ages. Some of it read only the good ones and some even take it seriously to proposed for marriage for instance.

Either way, its you alone to deter the end-result.

Now, let me get back to my work.

I am one boring person.

Nothing interesting happened to me for the last few days. Life had been monotomous, everything are the same way, the same thing, and the same place.

I'm bored.

There a few things that cross my mind while this boredom enlightens my hours. Im searching for some group activities for my friends and I can meet up and do something together.

1. Some places to eat.
Ok. everyone can be pleased by a feasty meal with a good companies. But we have been eating out too much already; and there are only a few hours to spend. We dont want the restaurant owner chase us down to close-up thier premises.

2. Karaoke
This is quite fun to do in a group, esspecially you have one or two Jester's the Clown in a clan, singer wannabe and william-hung-in-the-making kinda people.The problem is that only some of us can afford it; as the Party package can cost us around a few hundred bucks and karaoke inside the box (the one you pay for only one ringgit) is just not seems so right.

3. Recreation places
My husband had mention earlier that he wanted to have fun-in-the-sun in Sunway Lagoon. Heh? But really, if you're in a group of joyous people around, it will be one hell of a partayy.. But then again, not all of us ready to get wet walking around in our see through shirt jumping in the next ride.Hmm..

4. Golf or Shooting Range
Seriously, if you're not a known handicap player, or have a short-sight vision, this game IS for you. The last time I've been to range with my inlaws, we have the best time ever; laughing to each other in-capabilities. But this only happen in Salak Tinggi Golf Range, as it is still secluded andpractically empty and we dont bother to dress-to-impress. nice pair of sandals, t-shirt n shorts will do.

So, people... do you have any suggestions?

Renjis-Renjis through out the year

I’m starting my day today with a mixture of mood; due to lame weekend and workload waiting for me today. It was lovely. I spend more than 2 hours day-sleeping, sinking my big butt on the couch the rest of the day. No wonder our belly had condensed into one hard bulging thingy. Hehe.

My husband and I went out for drink with Awul and Ana last night, discussing their forever-headache plans for their wedding.

The school holiday is coming up, and that’s the sign for some of our friends to shake that kadi’s hand. My husband dearest cousin is supposed to get married on 8th (solemn). But who would have known that our election will be on that very same day? Pity him, having to cancelled bookings for the hall (because the election going to take place there) and to amend the invitation card (so the reception going to take place at Ana’s house.) Bro and Ana, keep it together,ok. Be patience. This is just a test of faith.

To all of you that swing the same way as Awul, good luck. It will be all worth it.

12-02-2008: When Life Ends

From left: Mazlly and Daus.. we going to miss him..

Innalillah.


Our dear friend, Daus had end his journey in this world yesterday due to his long illness. I cant really imagine it will be this hard to accept the fact that his gone.


The hardest person to be forgotten is the one who makes everyone laugh.


This lost taken me to the ground, rock bottom. The faces I loved popping in my head. While I know the world is under the Almighty power, but deep down I'll never be ready to let go. its easy saying redha than done.


To Ika and the rest of the family, be strong eventhough it seems the most impossible thing to do now. I feel your lost.


His smile will never fade. Ever.




Al-Fatihah..

BIG BILL(S) BOARD..

I've read the newspaper about the young chinese man catered a billboard for marriage proposal. Lucky woman.

The billboard advert itself cost a solid 40k.

Love can make people with money act a fool.

To this couple, I wish you many happy returns. May you bless with health and sincere love to each other and properity through out the times you're together.

Excuses

Have you been swarmed by too many excuses?

I know we (Ina and I) does.

You see, we're operating a very decent academic library. Thus, the library have sets some procedures and regulations to a bid to. With the system we have now, the students can use the library system to browse, reserve, and renew thier books. But being students, we are failed to penetrate the 0% fine-free zone as the students disregard our procedures and often 'oh-saya-lupa/ingatkan-lambat-lagi excuses.

So.. now we are rising the bar.

So dont come and cry to me with lame excuses when you have to pay for the newly rate fines.

Noted: This is a PMS entry. Dont piss the librarian-with-severe-hormone-problems.

Power to the Librarian.. hehe, indeed.

Resolutionize Nafty..

Assalamualaikum.

Hello. I'm shifting my previous blog here as it locate it more suitable for my preference and readers (not that i have any readers-fan I've known of... :P)

As it is still in the beginning of the year; I would like to emphasize on my so-called resolutions. I dont really like it. You know, calling it 'revolution'. I'm thinking it as my wishlist rather than resolution (so that when one of them is not met, i can easily claim my desire has changed through time.)

So, wth? here's my previous wish listed in my previous blog

1. Get that dream car.

Well I guess its not going to happen. I'm going to opt for a less-monthly-payment brand new car I guess. So, one down.

2. Get that increment.

Alhamdulillah, after all the hardwork and chaotic start last year; I've been granted with some. Thank you for noticing my hardwork.

3. Maintain the happiness, blissful marriage life with my husband.

Ok. so far, married life isnt that hard. Take it like when you are in relationship, but less fight and more compromise. Truly my husband is my bestfriend and also my lover. Lucky me, i know.

4. Able to help my families monetarily..more

Gulp! this one I have to pass..

5. Able to be successful in providing the highest standard of knowledge for the library user as well as equipped myself with it.

Huh, seems too ambitious, isnt it? Haha.. drama.

6. Able to have enough saving to start dreaming for a new home ( maybe that will be included for 2009 resolution.)

Been looking around but so far there's no house that meet my expectation. (big, spacy, conservative and cheap!)

Well.. till then. I need to get my work done before they noticed me my 'hardwork' is just an act. Hehe