Standing in a long queue of waiting for opportunities to arrived; and yet when it did we raise every doubt we can think of.
One thing for sure; never trusts your zodiac saying. I used to gawk and relate my life line to the zodiac sign as if there is the future interpreter. Usually, they will have one or two related but most of all are rather fantasies of the writer.
Sorry, but I don’t really want or need someone else to tell me my life is beautiful today and ugly tomorrow.
Well, until I’m running out of entertainment ideas.
Tell me, how can you live your life peacefully? Without any sudden increase of chronic needs and wants? (Yeah, I’ve considered imagine myself to live in a cave or jungle but we are no Tarzan and Jane)
When we say our life is just like our world; rounded and spinning; do we actually want to be the bottom part of the cycle? Or life is more than having enough money and power? (Beside love of course. even that is just too cliché, don’t you think)
I would love to have a free time, with a free access to everything to recollect my thoughts and my dreams. (Of course dreaming of having that will remain a dream.) To throw everything out and do my own ‘thoughts- recollecting’ is rather wasted- economically.
Am I turning into a ghost for my own soul? Chasing something static and physical than acknowledge the ones I had?
Am I turning into a hungry, dry, self-centered person whom I thought I always hate? Chasing dreams of unlimited success or settles with the ordinaries and live life freely and easy?
Get me a panadol.
Monday, June 23
Monday, June 9
Hike
First, it was the cooking oil; then the flour, followed by rice and now petrol.
Price-hike have done and will always do us no good. I'm not going to elaborate more on this as there are many blogs including former PM, Dr.M's include made this headline one hot story.
If the government depend on our cooperation to understand this issue by subsidizing a few cents per day, and the subsidized amounted per year basis only came in once; I'd to say that they have hired a wrong person to do the calculation.
Enough of that.
I've read one the blogs suggesting a 40% salary increment too; since the heat of the hike only felt by most non-government servants, and maybe I'll hint something to my HR later.
Ok,ok.
I'll let that rest.
One of the things I missed the most is to hangout; laid-back time in any mamak or cafe and have a loooong, blissful and karut talks with dearie friends. Back in our singles era, we always arranged some get-together and no matter how we all ended up having a great time.
I truly missed that.
Lucky me as I married one of my besties, so hanging out till late night is not a no-no option. Only all other friends had many other responsibilities.
That's why I can classify as a big couch-sinker and loser with no life at all now.
Dont you think its too early for me to PMS-talk?
Price-hike have done and will always do us no good. I'm not going to elaborate more on this as there are many blogs including former PM, Dr.M's include made this headline one hot story.
If the government depend on our cooperation to understand this issue by subsidizing a few cents per day, and the subsidized amounted per year basis only came in once; I'd to say that they have hired a wrong person to do the calculation.
Enough of that.
I've read one the blogs suggesting a 40% salary increment too; since the heat of the hike only felt by most non-government servants, and maybe I'll hint something to my HR later.
Ok,ok.
I'll let that rest.
One of the things I missed the most is to hangout; laid-back time in any mamak or cafe and have a loooong, blissful and karut talks with dearie friends. Back in our singles era, we always arranged some get-together and no matter how we all ended up having a great time.
I truly missed that.
Lucky me as I married one of my besties, so hanging out till late night is not a no-no option. Only all other friends had many other responsibilities.
That's why I can classify as a big couch-sinker and loser with no life at all now.
Dont you think its too early for me to PMS-talk?
Monday, June 2
Work + Stress = Money (Eternal Happiness)?
Adjusting to adulthood is nothing more challenging than making your life comfortable with your choices.
Early teens, we have been bombarded with a picture of the future undergo; good educations can make good living. Our parents are so sure with that facts as when they are younger, having a good results from a good universities or colleges can definitely move them far enough to lead a very comfortable life.
However; how can we understand the whole concept when opportunities become narrower by having so many people; intelligent and fresh people in the industries that are already cramped up with professionals? What are the choices we have when everywhere we go about there will always a competition heated by industries that only limited seats offered for us all?
I pity for those that need to compete with a younger generations; where 7A's and 8A's in SPM is actually nothing to be proud of when you are not successful enough to make it into local universities. That's not it; the real problem is when this generations graduated even with highest CGPA they need to struggle through swamp of successful,ambitious fresh people to just lend a job.
Frankly, our generations now cannot afford a career; yet. Having a job is good enough seeing there are so many jobless people still looking for something to do and to get paid. With this, the employer of any industries are taking a great advantage by offering under wage salary as they are so many of unemployed willing to take it.
These situations lead to many consequences; there will be no loyalty and passion in work, no strong will of building an intimate relations within the company wall and worst politics will be the top list in any organizations.
With these, we ponder and wonder why..
Solutions for these; in my personal view.. Just lead life as best as you can, seek chances in between; and never get involved with any speculations. Unless you are doing your own business, there is nothing we can do other than work and get paid. Motivation? just think about the money, and at least you get paid through it all.
p/s: do not quote me on these as it linked to some true personal life experience; where judgments will be varies according to situations.
Early teens, we have been bombarded with a picture of the future undergo; good educations can make good living. Our parents are so sure with that facts as when they are younger, having a good results from a good universities or colleges can definitely move them far enough to lead a very comfortable life.
However; how can we understand the whole concept when opportunities become narrower by having so many people; intelligent and fresh people in the industries that are already cramped up with professionals? What are the choices we have when everywhere we go about there will always a competition heated by industries that only limited seats offered for us all?
I pity for those that need to compete with a younger generations; where 7A's and 8A's in SPM is actually nothing to be proud of when you are not successful enough to make it into local universities. That's not it; the real problem is when this generations graduated even with highest CGPA they need to struggle through swamp of successful,ambitious fresh people to just lend a job.
Frankly, our generations now cannot afford a career; yet. Having a job is good enough seeing there are so many jobless people still looking for something to do and to get paid. With this, the employer of any industries are taking a great advantage by offering under wage salary as they are so many of unemployed willing to take it.
These situations lead to many consequences; there will be no loyalty and passion in work, no strong will of building an intimate relations within the company wall and worst politics will be the top list in any organizations.
With these, we ponder and wonder why..
Solutions for these; in my personal view.. Just lead life as best as you can, seek chances in between; and never get involved with any speculations. Unless you are doing your own business, there is nothing we can do other than work and get paid. Motivation? just think about the money, and at least you get paid through it all.
p/s: do not quote me on these as it linked to some true personal life experience; where judgments will be varies according to situations.
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