If I need to measure the sustainability of my mind strength and endurance for the past 16 months, I would say that the graph will probably looks like a big shiny rainbow.
With me (still) trying to be a supermom, a superstudent and a super everything, these all have taken its toll; time flies faster than a bullet train nowdays. Sometimes I will got so hype up and trying to catch the sky with everything in hand but will be stranded soon after take off; taking me down into a mudhole full of hopelessness.
Maybe this is what they say about the mid-life crisis.
*tiba2 terasa dah tak muda.
In a mean time, although the works have been pilling up; I am in the mood of the kickback lifestyle. In denial of the fact that all these will haunted me down later. Too tired to be optimistic anymore. I am trying to go-with-the-flow mode, it seems to be working just fine now.
Only a few jolt of reality will keep me coming back for a little awareness.